“Whom shall I send? And who will go for us? Then said I, ‘Here am I, Lord. Send me.” Isaiah 6.
“I was not disobedient to that heavenly vision” (Acts 26:19).
I was 21 years old and a senior in college. Our church was having a revival of the type you never hear about any more: Two weeks long with over 400 people saved. Pastor Bill Burkett baptized 250 of them. On Tuesday night of the second week, the living God found me singing in the choir during the invitation. “Jesus Paid It All.” We were singing it non-stop as the flow of people to the altar seemed unending. (We sang the same invitational song every night, so there’s no question on what we were singing!)
Suddenly, it felt like a curtain was being opened in my mind. And the voice of God, that strong presence that I would come to know intimately over a long ministry, registered His presence and His message: “I want you in the ministry.” A thought completely new to me. Something from outside, yet inside me. Surprising, unexpected, not my voice. But just as surely, I knew it was the voice of God.
It felt right. Assuring. Powerful.
I thought, “If this is really the Lord–and I know it is–it’ll still be here tomorrow night and I’ll go forward and announce it to the church then,” as was our custom. And just that promptly the answer came: “This is the Lord and you know it is the Lord and there is no point in waiting.” I remember thinking, “That’s true.” I stepped out of the choir, walked down to the floor level, took the hand of Pastor Burkett and said, “God has just called me into the ministry.” I have no memory of what he said. He presented me to the congregation a few minutes later, along with all those who had come to be saved. My friends came by to speak to me.
I was the only one surprised.