I know a few of those (ahem) big-shot pastors. And I know some things about them they don’t advertise.
That said, here is my list of what celebrity pastors feel that would surprise you. (These are generalizations, of course, and do not fit all megachurch pastors. However, you might be surprised to know how many it does fit! Smiley-face goes here.)
1) A sense of inadequacy.
It goes like this: “All the usual indicators say we’re going a great job, but if that’s the case, why do I feel like a failure, as though I’m missing something as clear as the nose on my face? Maybe what I’m doing with God’s call is not such a good idea after all. But what about all those people who depend on me for their livelihood and those who say they look to me as their pastor?”